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The Wrong Side



- DISCS 0-1 OUT NOW - 

Tsurine is a PsySpec wrapped up in the intensity of her job, and the delirium that comes with dissociative amnesia. One night, a mysterious woman offers to help recover her lost memories. All Tsurine must do in exchange is hunt down the missing fragments to an unusual key.




Ad Nauseam is an intricate choice-heavy psychological medicore thriller about an amnesiac facing both real and mental horrors within a world akin to an endless, liminal hospital. The game itself is what I like to call an RCN (Roleplay & Click Novel) - a fusion genre of Visual Novel, RPG, and Point-&-Click games that centers around distressing content and how people choose to cope with trauma. Uncover the secrets of this strange world, and the ones lying within your own forgotten memories. Will you accept your limitations, or will you dive deep into delusion for a chance at hope?

Can you face the world? Can you face yourself?

Are you sure?




The world of Ad Nauseam is heavily inspired by the works and the aesthetics of Yami Kawaii, Liminality, Traumacore, and both Modern & Pastel Goth. It features a long, diverse, and dark soundtrack done by lolratz combining elements of Breakcore, Hyperpop, and Witch House music genres.



Ad Nauseam's Sanitoria is full of disturbing secrets, and widespread mental challenges. Thankfully, you won't have to be alone- Tsurine will have the opportunity of engaging in one of five different major romance routes. Each route and character will offer help in combat, a large influence on the story, and a slowburn yuri romance to tug at your heartstring implants! After all- dark places birth beautiful relationships. Just be wary of those with worse intentions. Where will you draw the lines between circumstance, intention, and abuse?


Ad Nauseam is quadrilogy opera, composed of 4 games, each with 4 "Discs" each. I will release the game one Disc at a time with major updates, each in a completed state. The demo is the entirety of Disc 0. Owning this game prior to the final Disc update means being able to play the Discs as they are completed.

The Games are:
"The Wrong Side" | "Into the Fray" | "A Mirror's Lie" | "The Dark Tower"

This is the page for the first game - "The Wrong Side"




All donations will go towards art, and life-saving surgeries!

OST & BGs by lolratz!
https://www.youtube.com/@lolratz

Sprites by Catfan!
https://catfan1000.tumblr.com/?source=share




                       


On a more personal note- I'm in a constant fight against a deadly health condition, so any purchases of this game go a long way towards helping me. I rely on a shoddy implant to live that gives me sepsis about once a month (a deadly blood infection). and it's always a huge struggle. I'm currently trying to find alternatives, but I've been dry out of options for a while now. I will continue to work on this game as long as I am able, but I rely on your support to afford proper art for this project, as I'm unable to work a normal job (I cannot leave my home). This game serves as an art piece homage to the medical abuse I've endured over the years, and I hope it helps others with severe conditions feel less alone. To anyone who has purchased Ad Nauseam, or will- thank you! (from the bottom of my dysfunctional heart)

Updated 1 day ago
StatusIn development
PlatformsWindows, macOS, Linux
Rating
Rated 4.9 out of 5 stars
(90 total ratings)
Authorthrowpup
GenreVisual Novel
Made withRen'Py
TagsAnime, Female Protagonist, Horror, LGBT, Meaningful Choices, Psychological Horror, Romance, Story Rich, Transgender, Yuri
Average sessionDays or more
LanguagesEnglish
InputsKeyboard, Mouse
AccessibilitySubtitles, High-contrast, Interactive tutorial
LinksSteam

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In order to download this game you must purchase it at or above the minimum price of $7 USD. You will get access to the following files:

Ad Nauseam - Disc 0+1 [NEW / PAID RELEASE]
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Loving the game so far! Just wondering if you’re planning to release a guide or walkthrough at some point? I’d love to make sure I see all the routes and endings! :)

If you can offer your game a little bit longer, some french people would be delighted... 

https://www.dealabs.com/bons-plans/ad-nauseam-the-wrong-side-gratuit-sur-pc-dema...


Thx.

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sorry; it was only available for my bday! my artists and i are unpaid and working on this game full time, so i really want to be able to afford paying them.

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would be a 5/5, but your cursor changes on the store page making it 6/5

Also, Happy Birthday!

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thank you!! :D

The defult icon was Ren'Py Icon, but it took me only like 2 min to change it manually, other than that it works great!!

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weird. haven't heard of anyone else having that issue :< glad you could fix it though

hi, mine is the ren'py one too, how do I fix it? and where do i find the actual icon haha

Icon is in the files of the game in the same folder as the game file to which shortcut refers to. It’s a file with extension ICO you left press on the renpy shortcut icon and customize, or more options or something along these lines, depending on your OS. I think there were a couple of possible icons, so choose whichever you like best. 

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happy birthday to throwpup!

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I just randomly found this yesterday, and paid a little extra after reading the full story of the dev team. This game is SEEPING with meaning, beautiful purpose, amazing art and atmosphere, RICH story, and best of all... A BANGING BREAKCORE SOUNDTRACK. I have not finished the game yet, but holy crap I went to bed last night thinking and wishing I just had more time in the day to play this. And now I have to go to work and wait until after work to play more and I'm like... :(

If I can candidly speak with the dev and everyone working on this project, this is definitely reaching people and helping them feel seen. And please, take care of yourself as best you can, chronic health shit sucks... And the system likes to fuck us over, but, hang in there as best you can and take a breather if you need to <3

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Thank you for the extra support, it makes a big difference!! I pour my heart out into this game, so it's always really fulfilling to hear when someone's enjoyed it so much! :D

"this is definitely reaching people and helping them feel seen" - I'm so so so so glad. I really want the game to be a love letter to all those people and a message that they're not alone, even if we may be buried.

I struggled to help my own health for a long time, but now I do it for my girlfriend, and my fans; and it makes it all worth it. Every time I take my antibiotics or have a procedure I think of why I'm still here- everyone who's enjoyed my work. <3

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The art will never cease to amaze me. all of the effort put in is phenomenal and I have no problem playing the game 800 times. masterpiece 

you're a masterpiece too squid c:

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Just finished Disc 1 - it made me cry, I LOVE THIS GAME PLEASE PLAY IT. it is BEAUTIFULLY written and you can feel the soul/emotion behind every single word and image. Please do yourself a favor and sit down with snacks and a drink and play the WHOLE thing, I am now obsessed and gnawing at the walls for new discs!! Thank you throwpup for making the best piece of media the modern day will ever see <3

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aaaaaaa im glad to hear; that's incredibly sweet!!!! it always makes me super happy when someone says they got teary; it just means I got through with my writing. I'm working super hard to make the next disc even cooler, so i can't wait to hear your reaction! 💚

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Just finished my second playthrough of disc 1. This game is truly something special, nothing I've ever played scratches the same kind of itch this does. I'm unbelievably excited for the future discs, the brainrot won't die easily :3

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raaaaa this makes me so happy!!! nothing i've played quite tells a story how i'd want mine to be told, so I made something new!

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this may genuinely be a new obsession for me love love love everything about this

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so glad you loved it!! it's only gonna get cooler >:3

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When I played D0 a few months ago, I spoke of the pure SOUL that radiated from this game and D1 only amplified this idea. The music and art and worldbuilding was all so mesmerizing, and there is such a strong cohesion of all three elements that really sells it, too. I played in pitch black as intended, so after I walked around as Tsurine (or. . .  not?) for a few hours, by the time I got to the end I felt like I was more familiar with the atrium than my own home.

Leida and Jicca were particularly charming; the phone call with Leida before bed time in d0 got me good, and Jicca just is so bowowow -- she's an all-around legend and had me giving a standing ovation during the kabedon. Yuri!

The biggest plus of there being so much replayability because of the sheer quantity of stuff(ing) to explore is now I have an excuse to romance THEM BOTH on different saves, and I'll get to discover even more secrets each time. It's really awesome, and paying attention to detail was consistently rewarding. And you know I had to lock in for that medical logistics greatness!!!

Tsurine is fun to follow as well, I'm very curious about her next steps (and her past.) Amazing amazing amazing work, I am eagerly anticipating the future of this project. go throwup girl go

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GO THROWUP GIRL GO
this was a really wonderful thing to read thank you :D

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aaaaaa i'm so glad you enjoyed it!!!! this was a joy to read :D and its so great to hear specifics. i busted my butt working on this one and hearing this kinda stuff makes it all worth it! we've started working on the next disc already, and im super hyped for u to see it c: 

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ts too real also hope mentioned therefore danganronpa mentioned /j

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Ad Nauseam: The Wrong Side Disc 1™️ 🤢 is the best game 🎮 to EVER EXISTt ever!!! 💯 💯 the lore? RICH like KARAT 🤑 🪙 💸 😩 the art? SHINES like STERLING ✨ 🤩 🤯 👼 the world? DENSE like TITANIA 😼 🏦 🥵 🧱 the girls? COLORFUL like CHROMA 💦 😩 🌈 🍌 the story? GROUNDED like PATINA 👢 ⚡ 🔥 🐲 the UI? goes HARD as DURIUM ⏪ 🏋️‍♀️ 💀 🧨 the music? RESONANT like QUARTA 🔮 🥹 🎵 😭 after reading this, you 🫵 (🦐) MUST sell your SOUL 😈 to AD NAUSEAM NOW 🤮 🤮🤮🤮

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Ad Nauseam: The Wrong Side Disc 1™️  🤢  is the best game 🎮 to EVER EXISTt ever!!! 💯 💯  the lore? RICH like KARAT 🤑 🪙 💸 😩  the art? SHINES like STERLING ✨ 🤩 🤯 👼 the world? DENSE like TITANIA 😼 🏦 🥵 🧱 the girls? COLORFUL like CHROMA 💦 😩 🌈 🍌 the story? GROUNDED like PATINA 👢 ⚡ 🔥 🐲 the UI? goes HARD as DURIUM ⏪ 🏋️‍♀️ 💀 🧨 the music? RESONANT like QUARTA 🔮 🥹 🎵 😭 after reading this, you 🫵 (🦐)  MUST sell your SOUL 😈  to AD NAUSEAM NOW 🤮 🤮🤮🤮

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lets kick it

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this game's goated

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💚💚💚💚

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D1 is an epochal moment in indie gaming history, and I'm going to do my best to make sure everyone knows about it. 

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:D WOOOO

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FINALLY PLAYED D1 OMG OMG OMG Peak experience idk how to describe it i can’t imagine what the future has in store for poor Tsurine play this game NOW

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🔥🔥🔥🔥

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I'm struggling to unpack your game on my windows I need help TT

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The market release is supposed to work on windows, linux, and mac, but if youre having issues launching it, try using the most recent pc build (1.1.6 or 1.1.7 pc) c:

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PLS DOES ANYONE RECOMMEND THE AME IS IT NICE

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yus i recommend the game, getting it now also gets you the future 2 chapters! if you like cute girls and dense worlds get the game!!!!

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also this should convince you 

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Hi, would you consider translating into other languages such as Russian or Ukrainian?

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If the game sells well, I'll look into translating a version for Russian, Japanese, and Chinese audiences c:

If anything, I'm ready to translate it into Russian for you.

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Will there ever be an achievement guide for D1? Some of these are stumping me and as much as I wanna figure it all out myself some things just elude me.

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no there won't be any achievement or stamp guide from the game. some things are intended to be missed or only viewed by a small percentage of players.

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Image result for omni man are you sure

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lmfao

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Ad Nauseam: The Wrong Side Disc 1™️  🤢  is the best game 🎮 to EVER EXISTt ever!!! 💯 💯  the lore? RICH like KARAT 🤑 🪙 💸 😩  the art? SHINES like STERLING ✨ 🤩 🤯 👼 the world? DENSE like TITANIA 😼 🏦 🥵 🧱 the girls? COLORFUL like CHROMA 💦 😩 🌈 🍌 the story? GROUNDED like PATINA 👢 ⚡ 🔥 🐲 the UI? goes HARD as DURIUM ⏪ 🏋️‍♀️ 💀 🧨 the music? RESONANT like QUARTA 🔮 🥹 🎵 😭 after reading this, you 🫵 (🦐)  MUST sell your SOUL 😈  to AD NAUSEAM NOW 🤮 🤮🤮🤮

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ready to face myself all over again :>

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woooooo :D

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youve got this >:D

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my girls are back for more............ i love them

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they love u!

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10/10 experience, what a wonderful gem of a game! you can even pet tsurine, amazing. :D

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petpetpetpet

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Hollocine my beloved. She’s finally back :D

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wooo :>

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This looks incredible, can't wait to play!

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Have fun!! :D

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YAAY! Everything looks so good and I'm so excited to play the updated Disc!! truly game of the century.

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4444%

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GAME IS OUT, HYPE HYPE HYPE HYPE

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Holy shit I've been waiting for this day for so long, this is genuinely one of my favorite visual novel ever

the new disc is siiiiiick; i hope you enjoy it!!! 4>

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OMG I JUST GOT BACK INTO MY ACCOUNT AND CHPTER ONE IS ALR OUT????OMG
it also reminds me of danganronpa kinda, so i'm sure i'll enjoy it :D

It's gonna be out super soon!! we're working on the new inventory, and that's about all i've got left :>

and if you like danganronpa, you'll probably really enjoy the combat sections :D they're quite different, but scratch a similar itch. there wont be any in d1, but there will be several in the disc after!

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yayy :D i'm really excited for it ><

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BROO I LOVED THE DEMO IM CANT BELIEVE THERES ALR A CHAPTER ONE

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it's gonnaaaa be sick :D and out reasonably soon... eyes open :>

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I WISH I HAD MORE MONEY TO GIVE YOU

aaaa thank u sm for the support :D :D its plenty

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i remember when it was just the demo!! i came back to check up on it and its so much farther now!!! im so excited to continue to play

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it'll be soon! We're working on the art for the various endings of d1 now c:

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Honestly, I didn't expect for this to be so damnn goood! Can't wait for full release :3

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i'm aiming for this year! but the next update is much MUCH closer c:

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WOAHHH THIS IS SOO GOOD i reallyy wanna play disc one!

thank you!! we're working hard every day to make disc 1 the best it can be! it's gonna be amazing c:

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yess im sooo excited!! I miss UphieTWT

the yellow dog will take a bit of a backseat in the next disc, but that's just room for the other girls to shine c:

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more Leida??:3 And I’m curious about meeting the other girls all the characters are so perfect 

lots of jicca and a good amount of piamat! but Leida will be the star in the next disc :>

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disc 1 is out!!!! :D

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My eyes hurt, feel dizzy cuz so many colour & thing 😂, but holy shi! I try the demo & it's actually gold!! I will bought this VN later.

And Hey, I saw your comment throwpup. I hope you're feeling better now! Take care and don't overdo it. Wishing you good health!

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thank you! it's a constant fight, but i'm able to do what i love with the one i love, so that's all that matters!

the game is definitely a saturated lightshow, but i think it's uniquely special for it. make sure to take breaks if your eyes hurt! i have to take breaks from low contrast / low brightness games myself cause they give me bad headaches

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